Will be back soon. I'll update if I've the time lah. About SJ's camp!! :>

Rushing my bio and eng now. POA is getting harder and harder. And when I don't balance my balance sheet, it really gets on my nerves and I'm frustrated. Whatever. I know my blog suxxxxx a looooot..........!

All was a thing in the past, I tried to convince myself.

Got back my Chinese and POA class tests results today! Quite satisfied...but my chinese had worsen. How. can. this. happen?!  I tried to convince myself that this paper is hard and I'll do it better the next time round.

POA: 14/16

Chi: 77/100

And 2 person said that I've became skinnier. I'M SO SO SO HAPPY. No words can descibe this feeling. Whoo, this is better than I shopped 5 pieces of clothes. Lol whatever. Just trying to tell ya I'm a happy gal today. Hahaha. Luv it.

I miss Camp ;(

I seriously don't mind if I don't bathe for 5 days now.

*WARNING: LOST POST AHEAD. IF YOU'RE NOT AFRAID OF READING LONG AND WORDY POST THAT'LL TIRES YOUR EYES. PROCEED ON*

Hi I'm back since yesterday noon!

Oh yeah, I didn't mention the camp was at malaysia, did I?

Anyway, I'd loads of fun!! I NEVER REGRET TO GO (even though the rundown toilet, the sleeping area- tents, the food- I'm usually not fussy 'bout it, basically I can eat anything that is edible but that was too not up to standard? Nvm, all were in my stomach already anyway! Hahaha only breakfast I don't like. And WHY IS IT CHICKEN WINGS ALMOST EVERYDAY?!)

I ENJOYED MYSELF TO THE FULLEST :>

I love my instructors even they don't love me as much as I do. Kidding! My not so awesome instructors were Wei arng and Qyn. Both of them were nice ppl but they don't seem like one. That was the first impression they gave me. I thought they were some oh-so-boring and not hyper ppl but they proved me wrong! Love 'em totally! Wei arng is a big bully. Firstly, he pronounced my name wrongly, intentionally somemore. Secondly, he asked me to carry his sunblock for him when my bag wasn't light at all when we went trekking (this wasn't as bad lah, cause I used the sun block too hehehe :P ) Thirdly, he said I don't speak singlish but broken english...what the? Then he was speechless when I asked him to point out what broken english I used. LOL. Fourthly, he poked at my injured and pathetic looking knee. I still remember it's my left knee he poked. Not once OK but quite a few times. On top of that, it's my left knee which hurts more (right knee is injuried too) 

Are y'all wondering what'd happened to me?  

Don't tell you leh. Keeps you in suspense first. Actually I don't like telling lah cause it isn't something that I'm proud of.

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We were all lethargic after the long bus ride. I miss that feeling when my class and myslef travelling to another country, be it it's only m'sia. I like it when I see my classmates going the custom together w me. IDK why but I really like it. Hahaha I'm a joke. Weiling stole my passport and looked at my umglam pix! Omg omg!! It's OK cause ended up a lot ppl in my class seen the pix already =.=

While some of my classmates are sleeping, listening to music, chit-chatting, doing retarded faces on the bus, I was engrossed reading Low Kay Hwa's To forget you that Jinghui had borrowed me. Thanks much! (and sry too :( ) I finished it within two days y'know! Just 2 days, this can tell how great the book is.

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We got off from the bus upon reaching and I can see a few weary eyes. So cute lor!! We crossed the shaking bridge and I held onto Aili's hands (if I'm not wrong) and her hands were wet because of my sweaty palm :(((((

We had Rebirth and I didn't want to do this at first. This is an activity when some of my classmates will carry each and every of us to the other side in a tyre. Can you imagine? The size of a tyre and it was like so much above the ground. Moreover, I'm not the skinny type. Embarrassing lah, just couldn't stop screaming. Wei arng chided some of us (I think one of the "us" is me) Then we had the whale watch I think? It's like a balancing see-saw(?) and a team should think of sth to make that thing balances. For my team, we made it few seconds? Was it 7 or 9? Er forget it. Then we had the squeezing game? My group was like LOL!

(I forgot what we did next! Pardon me for my poor memory. It always fail me)

In the night, we had 5 mins solo confidence walk. The time when I saw few teary faces in front of me because a instructor tried to scare us. It was sucha disappointment or should I say relief cause there was nothing. Sorry Aili for my scary face. I'm born like that -_-"

But we had (not in sequence) , lake kayaking (love it but the Sun sucks big time) , indiana jones (Erin loves this cause can get the chance to hold the guy's hands, actually me too :$ nah no way) , natural rumble, jetty jump (whoo~) , project teamtanic on the second day? Our instructors praised us on the indiana jones even though we didn't manage to succeed in the end. I didn't realised the don't-know-what-thing pricked through my palm whe we were doing indiana jones. Thanks for the effort put in, nevertheless!

Aiyah whatever it's, CAMPFIRE IS STILL THE BEST. Nothing beats it okay. My class was the most hyper I think? But the performance part, I did badly but it wasn't a flop all thanks to Terence hahaha!! I like instructor Ivan personally cause he's always so cute omg..... We screamed "oieee" as a level then it really echo-ed back. Cool shiatz.

Not forgetting the trekking before the campfire. We had a 15KM trek in the forest or jungle and all of us was sweating like tap water! Countless of tissues were used and my back was totally wet. Eww. We encouraged one another and helped each other along the way. There was this part we had to used our butts to slide down some muddy place and used ropes to climb. I fell once during the trekking -.- I never fail to embarrass myself. Ugh. We fed ourselves by cooking maggi mee on our own using mass tins! We went to some kampong for cultural exchange and learn their ways of livelihood or sth like that. We made handcrafts like bookmarks using leaves and flowers and keychain!! We had our lunch at there too, there was drink somemore! Our sweats had been paid off lah. Erm.. We heard (...) about that place also.

So to sum all up, after this camp, like what Erin said, we get to know each other's true sides and know each other better. Overall, this has been the best camp I've been to although the place wasn't as pleasant. Why the last batch get to sleep in air-con rooms?! Ours are small, stuffy tents and looked as though it gonna collapse any time. Did I say that our tent had the most ppl? Usually, it can fit like 6 at most (according to one of the instructors) but we had eight!! Yup E-I-G-H-T.

One phrase to descibe the Camp: Once in a lifetime experience

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I slept in the bus on our way back! this can show how tired am I. OK most of us slept. The bus ride back was peaceful and quiet unlike the one when we were going there. I didn't bath for a whole day :x I wanted to get home asap but I went AMK w Aili to get mouth-watering honey chicken and bus-ed to upper thomson for prata hohoho. You must be thinking we're insane right? We were like all so smelly and eww and yet.. LOL. But I think we kinda blends in w the ppl there. Cause we're black too. Opps I'm not racist. Later on, we walked aimlessly around UT and did nonsensical things. Hahaha we had cold war and I ignore Aili and board my bus and left her alone. She was stunned. I apologised for that kay? Hah. Got home around 7PM bathed and headed out to compass point. Had KFC -.- and did some shopping. Whoo, shopping makes me forget about how drained am I and all the unhappiness.

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Today, I woke up at around 11AM plus and to my horror, my double eyelids transformed to single fat eyelids again! On the other hand, I seem much tanner and fatter. I can't look any uglier! Fat black lady like what Fuyi said. To make it worse, there's still school tomorrow. I'm still not sure of turning up or not. But if I don't know I'll miss lessons and I don't want this to happen cause I told myself I'll study hard. I'll think about this later.

Today, my intuition tells me XXX and I do have a strong feeling about that. And later on I went to check it out and found it's true. Cool or what?

Today, someone says I've changed. I have always been sensitive to what ppl said. I don't like changing. Not if I'm changing for the better but normally it's 90% change for the worse. I think it's a bad thing. What do you think?

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I SHOULDN'T HAVE PUT IN SO MUCH TRUST IN HUMANS. What makes me feel down is they are so called your friends. My friends. After this, I realised that I shouldn't trust ppl that easily cause ended up I'll only get disappointment back. I should not rely on anymore and be more dependent myself.

I wasted 1 hour plus thinking and typing this out. Be appreciative and don't gimme harsh comments. 10 q :>

Phewww~ I can get out of school like finally! No more books, no more dronings from teachers, no more long hours in school, no more feel-like-sleepy-mood (maybe still got lah)

If the word "camp" struck on your head, I guess you might be thinking "huh camp so boring one!! I rather stay in school study lor!"

BUT THIS TIME, IT'S DIFFERENT!

Cause this is an overseas camp with classmates leh...like kewlz right!! :D

Hopefully it'll be an enjoyable and memorable one. I'm getting a bit excited!!

Will be away from tmr till Sat, aiyah don't miss me ppl (I know you'll still do right mwahahah)

School have been a boring one. SS and ENGLISH ARE THE MAIN CULPRITS. Sigh. This few days had been having tests like everyday. WTF sian ttm.

CAMP TMR LEHHH, HOW??? I need to get my hands down and start packing. If this camp not fun hor, you'll hear me whining and grumbles all the time. Be prepared 3E3 :)))))

Hate blogging now. BYE.

Finally got the time to blog..

This few days in school had been really busy, got so much to do yet no time for it. I dread Tuesday especially, when I got home it's alr soOoOo late that all I think is to jump into my comfy bed and SLEEEEEP till the next morning. And my face is always like: -_-"

Ohhh I've got sth to share!! I was craving to have bah kut teh noodle today, ended up the vendor cheated me and there were no BAH KUT TEH but nvm. So I've my not-very-nice yee mee and I had this v sad look :'(

Then when I got back home for dinner, my ahma COOKED BAH KUT TEH SOUP FOR ME!!! I was like so happy~ Is this telepathy or what!! Hahahaha.

School was normal but I hate the last few periods cause it was SS! I love hate SS lah, SERIOUSLY. It makes me wanna fall asleep~ UGHZ but I must/ want to pass it so I must endure (I know) and try to love this subject...but back again it's really getting on my nerves y'know!

Anna forced me to go chong pang to buy her lenses after school, she's a big tyrant :( 

Then we went Northpoint to have lunch @ Ishi Mura. OMGZ. Susho and salmon omelette(?) Is that omelette or what?! Er anyway it was fab but that was a big serving. After that, she gone home and I went shopping alone @ Compass point. I WANT TO SHOP SO BADLYYY. Really in need of clothes!

God, please gimme some time to have a break. It's always trainings nowadays. I used always. I know we have less than 3 months to competition, I know I know...but can you don't press us so hard? I'm dying inside.

P/S: My blog is messy, I. Don't. Like. It ;(